Three dollars and some change

I think that Micah's gotten himself inside her life to the point where she would hit very hard with his death, especially if she viewed it as her fault. And as I wrote, or at least tried to get across, she'd try and suppress, but I don't think she could pull it off. She'd try and do everything she used to, but I think she'd try and shove it all down until she totally collpased.